Musica!!

One day at school our English teacher asked us to write a glossary of 10 things that were important to us in our lives for homework. I remember thinking that this was the most exciting piece of homework that any teacher could have assigned to any pupil!! I'm sure I was on my own with this one but I didn't care, I just remember thinking, 'Finally! Some homework that I actually want to do!' It was a chance for me to be able to express myself and share myself through words!

Everyone who knew me, knew that I loved to talk! Even the teachers! That was ALWAYS my downfall at parents evening, they all said the same thing from my first class to my last. But although I loved to talk, at this point of my life I had no idea how that I loved to write.

So there I was, with a blank canvas and a bunch of ideas going round in my head about how I could create the most amazing glossary of a teenage girls life. But not just any teenage girl, this teenage girl. I thought that my glossary was out of this flippin world all because of this one word... 'Music'. Ask me what the other 9 words were and I couldn't tell you even if I tried, but I've always remembered my 'Music'.

Music is my drug. People take drugs to escape from reality, to deal with anger, hurt, pain and other emotions. Some others take drugs to get high (as a kite), to feel like they are floating above all their troubles. But for me music is my drug that I take when.....
I'm angry I'll listen to something with a bit of aggression, when I'm happy naturally I'll want to dance so I'll put on my high heels and dance my little arse off to something with amazing energy. If I'm sad I'll listen to my heartbreak hotel music, and If I'm feeling inspired or needing inspiration I'll put on some lyrically correct music, if I'm feeling proud I'll reach straight for that conscience shit and if I need to float I listen to this lady......



I'm no expert on music and I'm not the most worldly person when it comes it either. but I know what my music is to me.... It's that legal shit that allows me to be free when I'm trapped by my surroundings. It's also that shit that allowed me to enjoy writing for the first time!

Enjoy.


Love Sara (A little Lady with Musical dreams). xxxx

Expose or not to Expose?

In today's news there was a lot of talk about yet another top footballer doing the dirty on his Missus! but the focus of the story seemed to be about this legislation that seems to becoming more and more popular for those that can afford to live the high life. It seems that by by having a certain level of wealth you are able to bribe the courts into keeping your dirty laundry from being splashed all over the tabloid news! Bribe may not have been the word that was used but in black and white bribing is as bribing does!! Us people living the 'Low' life would simply have had our names and National Insurance numbers spread across the Tabloids and Internet faster than you could have said 'it wasn't me' whilst being caught with your frenchies around our ankles or her legs slung over your shoulders for doing some of the shit that these big ballers do!!! But As far as it goes for us being able to appeal to the court with a lump some of cash with the request of 'Please don't let them know it was me. My other half will kill me!' we would simply wouldn't have got past the assistant to the assistant to the assistant of the person who has the authority to do so! In fact you'd be a lucky bugger if you even got through to the receptionist! Let's face it us everyday people just do not have enough zero's rolling off the pages of our bank statements!

So here's my thing! If we have to be revealed for doing Low down dirty shit.... Then why don't they! I'm pretty sure that foul play smells all the same no matter what high life of low life it came from!

When you cheat is getting caught all not part of the risk you take? Why should anyone be able to protect themselves from something that they have done that could've easily been prevented by keeping it in their pants! Further more by now I would've thought that these footballers and celebrities would've sussed out that by living your life in the public eye people are going to want a piece of you in one way or another, whether that's your money, your fame, or your dick!

It's simple if you have no shame about cheating then you should have no shame about being caught! What's the worst that can happen to you big shots? It's very unlikely that your main chick will leave because more than likely she's become accustomed to the lifestyle that you've provided her with and you know this! That's why you do it!

You'd gain a lot more respect if you owned up to doing it and donated that bribery money to charity!!!

Take responsibility for your actions! It's something that shouldn't be hard to do but as I'm discovering, this takes balls which Ironically some of these footballers simply don't have!

What do you think? Do you think that they should be allowed to keep their identity a secret?

Love Sara (A little lady with Sunny dreams). xxx

Out with The Old ... In with The New

Last night the Girlies and I met up for our long overdue Sex and The City outing, (it's amazing how people hibernate over the Winter months). As it had been a while since we've had a rendezvous there was a lot to catch up on and a lot to gossip about, and as always one of those topics just happened to be.... SEX!!!

"Do you think that you should continue to have sex with your Ex or add to your count?"

I say .... Add to your count!!! In my opinion and experience there is often too much emotion involved with your Ex and you have to take into consideration that there was a reason that you stopped sexing in the first place! Regardless of how good it was!! Someone will always end up with feelings hurt, so I say on to the next one where the feelings are fresh and un-tainted!! I'm not saying that you should keep adding to your count for the sake of some sex, just find a new buddy and sex it out until make or break!

What do you think?

Love Sara (A little lady with fun Dreams).xxx